There's been alot on my mind lately... I wish I could manifest someone to bounce ideas off of on a daily basis who would be open minded and non-judgmental. While writing that sentence I had a thought... Maybe I'm left to myself so that I can become more solid in my convictions without being tainted by somebody else's opinion? Nonetheless I'm excited for the day where I meet my tribe. It's lonely sometimes when I feel like I'm from another planet and the only person who genuinely understands me I have to pay to talk to (psychologist). I regret not always showing up as my authentic self and watering down who I am just to be "politically correct" and to keep the peace. I'm working really hard on letting my true self shine regardless of other people's feelings and opinions. Let me tell you...It's a crippling feeling when one feels like they can't be themselves if they want to be accepted. I need to give myself permission to be myself unapol...
Hi everyone, this post is a bit different from things I've written in the past. It pretty much sums up everything I've been through in the past couple of months. If any of you can relate or think you know what I'm talking about in this poem feel free to leave a comment. :) I hope you'll like it! Lost and found How can I say what's in my heart when I don't even know where to start Even if the world keeps going round My world was turned upside down Where do I go from here? Who's gonna lend a loving ear? Who's gonna try to understand? Who's gonna lend a helping hand? I fly so high I could touch the sky I sink so low, to the bottom I go From feeling like a goddess to feeling worthless How will I learn to control this illness? Ev...
Hello Everyone! Saturday Nov 20, 2021: I decided to do a little social experiment. I wanted to do a Social Media Cleanse and thought I'd make it interesting by not posting anything until someone noticed that I hadn't posted in a while... So I decided to stay away from social media except to check notifications and answer messages. I wanted to see how long it would take for someone to say something about my lack of media presence. (I usually post something on a daily basis). On a typical day I found myself spending endless hours just scrolling through social media and not getting anything done and it just flat out didn't bring me joy... I would spend hours looking at other people's posts and comparing myself to everyone (I hate that about myself). It dimmed my light to say the least... Saturday Nov 27, 2021: Today marks a week since scrolling through social media...This week was surprisingly alot easier than I anticipated. No one has said anything yet and I haven't h...
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