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Social Media Cleanse

Hello Everyone! Saturday Nov 20, 2021: I decided to do a little social experiment. I wanted to do a Social Media Cleanse and thought I'd make it interesting by not posting anything until someone noticed that I hadn't posted in a while... So I decided to stay away from social media except to check notifications and answer messages. I wanted to see how long it would take for someone to say something about my lack of media presence. (I usually post something on a daily basis). On a typical day I found myself spending endless hours just scrolling through social media and not getting anything done and it just flat out didn't bring me joy... I would spend hours looking at other people's posts and comparing myself to everyone (I hate that about myself). It dimmed my light to say the least... Saturday Nov 27, 2021: Today marks a week since scrolling through social media...This week was surprisingly alot easier than I anticipated. No one has said anything yet and I haven't h...

A poem about nothing

Life is just a big mishap Comfort is a dangerous trap Running in circles with nowhere to go I Wonder if this is all part of the show They say follow me and you'll be happy But there's a price to pay for conformity. Day in and day out What's inside I want to shout Shout for the whole world to hear That in truth there is nothing to fear Happiness is ours for the taking We are all magic in the making We are all free to dream of things beyond compare We all have a message we must share We all have a yearning within our souls To follow our light and reach our goals Xx Infinite Love & Light xX

Authentic Self

There's been alot on my mind lately... I wish I could manifest someone to bounce ideas off of on a daily basis who would be open minded and non-judgmental. While writing that sentence I had a thought... Maybe I'm left to myself so that I can become more solid in my convictions without being tainted by somebody else's opinion? Nonetheless I'm excited for the day where I meet my tribe. It's lonely sometimes when I feel like I'm from another planet and the only person who genuinely understands me I have to pay to talk to (psychologist). I regret not always showing up as my authentic self and watering down who I am just to be "politically correct" and to keep the peace. I'm working really hard on letting my true self shine regardless of other people's feelings and opinions. Let me tell you...It's a crippling feeling when one feels like they can't be themselves if they want to be accepted. I need to give myself permission to be myself unapol...

Psychotic or Psychic?

It is my understanding and belief that the world we live in today, as specially in North America, is upside down... When someone is admitted to the hospital for "psychotic behaviors" they are drugged into silence instead of being listened to and guided. Most doctors/psychiatrists would rather treat symptoms instead of getting to the root of the issue. In my opinion people who are diagnosed as schizophrenic, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, etc., are people who are more sensitive to the energies around them (the seen and unseen realms). And instead of being guided and supported on their journey they are drugged and suppressed. Don't get me wrong, everyone is born with psychic abilities. Some people are just more sensitive to the energies than others. Just imagine what kind of world we would live in if these people would be guided and given tools to reclaim their lives! With that said I'm not discrediting all of the medical world. Medication can be useful to c...

Reflexion

I've been doing a lot of personal development work lately. I've always been interested in any type of inner work that helps me go deep and answer big questions. After weeks of diving deep and being motivated and energized I hit a wall. I don't know exactly what happened but it feels like I was halted in my spiritual work pretty much overnight. I may be wrong but I believe that before incarnating in this lifetime we chose what "obstacles" we would go through to help us grow spiritually. Believing that helps me accept challenges with an open mind/heart  and gives me a sense of responsibility, hope and confidence that I have the tools to transcend any obstacles put on my path.  I haven't had any outward obstacles to deal with lately and it's allowed me to go inwards and really analyze myself and be honest about how I've been feeling in the past few years and how it's shaped me as a person. Working on ourselves is a continuous task (or it should be, in...

Rise and Shine

Before going to bed each night I meditate. I fall asleep with the feeling of pure love with the knowledge that tomorrow is not promised. I go to bed at peace. At peace with the fact that my physical body might not wake up in the morning. I rise each morning with gratitude, for it's a new day and with new days come new opportunities. Opportunities to grow and love. Opportunities to connect even more deeply with the world around me. I may not have all the answers yet but I'm grateful for my journey and the people on it. Xx Infinite Love and Light xX

My truth

When we judge something as good or bad or when we see things as black and white, we are not seeing the bigger picture. Everything going on in the world today is a test. A test to see if we'll rise above or repeat past patterns. A war is going on right now. It's an energetic one, one we control with our minds. What we decide to feed ourselves and feed our brains is contributing to the Master Consciousness in one way or another. Be conscious, make the conscious choice. What kind of impact do we want to have? Anything that is not from LOVE is contributing to what we say we don't want but keep feeding... Words are just words without actions. And by actions I mean a change in our perspective. What we put our energy on will keep expanding. If everyone in the world today was aware of this we would see heaven on earth. Our true essence is LOVE. Everything else is just an illusion. Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!  Xx Infinite Love and Light to you xX (Just to be clear, and I can't be...

Bipolar Thoughts

How come manic episodes last a minute and are followed by months/years of a more depressive state? I miss being manic, it was closer to my real personality. I use to be energetic, motivated, go-go-go kind of person. If you met me now you wouldn't say so... Is it enough to just function? Just going through the motions without really living... I don't recognize myself anymore. Everything I use to love to do I barely do anymore... Getting up in the morning is a chore. Getting through the day is a struggle. I need to kick myself in the butt just to do the simplest tasks. I'm not really depressed, I would say I'm more neutral. I don't get excited about things anymore. Every day is just more of the same.  Hopefully things turn around soon... 

May you

May you have courage to be who you are May you have dreams that take you far May you not carry more than you can hold May the path before you unfold May love find you on your weakest days May you find your way out of this maze May you ultimately win this fight May you find your way back to the light -Michelle Soucy