Dare to be unique. Dare to be *YOU*

Hello Everyone! Saturday Nov 20, 2021: I decided to do a little social experiment. I wanted to do a Social Media Cleanse and thought I'd make it interesting by not posting anything until someone noticed that I hadn't posted in a while... So I decided to stay away from social media except to check notifications and answer messages. I wanted to see how long it would take for someone to say something about my lack of media presence. (I usually post something on a daily basis). On a typical day I found myself spending endless hours just scrolling through social media and not getting anything done and it just flat out didn't bring me joy... I would spend hours looking at other people's posts and comparing myself to everyone (I hate that about myself). It dimmed my light to say the least... Saturday Nov 27, 2021: Today marks a week since scrolling through social media...This week was surprisingly alot easier than I anticipated. No one has said anything yet and I haven't h...

Life is just a big mishap Comfort is a dangerous trap Running in circles with nowhere to go I Wonder if this is all part of the show They say follow me and you'll be happy But there's a price to pay for conformity. Day in and day out What's inside I want to shout Shout for the whole world to hear That in truth there is nothing to fear Happiness is ours for the taking We are all magic in the making We are all free to dream of things beyond compare We all have a message we must share We all have a yearning within our souls To follow our light and reach our goals Xx Infinite Love & Light xX

  Maybe it's true, maybe it's not but one thing is for sure...Choosing to see things this way has made life a whole lot easier...xX

After spending most of my life looking for outside validation and for people to tell me who I am. I'm super proud of myself that for the past decade I've been working extremely hard on myself and my personal development. I'm happy to announce that today I'm far more confident in who I am and where I'm headed. I no longer need anyone to approve of me or my plans. I try to always show up as the best possible version of myself and I also expect the same in return.  Xx Infinite Love & Light xX

 "Our greatest challenge is our greatest gift" When we learn to see things that way the whole game changes. I find that this mindset gives me a huge advantage in the way I choose to live my life and experience life's "challenges". I choose to see things in a positive light and I choose to live each day like it's a gift. It's not a secret, it's all in the way we decide to see things. 😉 Xx Infinite Love & Light xX

We are all born intuitive... For some reason we forget about this fact and have to relearn it throughout our lives. The process of remembering who we are usually happens after the most difficult stages in our lives. After we question who we are on a deeper level... 9 years ago, I had what could be considered to be a spiritual awakening, but due to a lack of proper guidance and being heavily medicated (after being diagnosed with Bipolar disorder type 1) as a defense mechanism I blocked everything and went for several years feeling like I was living a lie... I had to learn to "play the game" so I wouldn't make any waves and upset people who weren't ready to hear what I had to say. Having visions, and getting really strong gut feelings has been a part of my life for as long as I can remember... granted I didn't talk about it. What I've noticed lately is that the more I talk about it the more doors it actually opens up... I'm finally starting to feel li...

 Hello there, These past few years I've been working really hard on myself to clear blockages and grow as a person. One area which I haven't quite cracked yet is romantic relationships. For a long time I kept thinking the person I was suppose to meet wasn't ready for me yet. But lately I came to a realization that maybe it's me who's not ready for them. That thought really humbled me and showed me that maybe there's still things I need to work on before I'm ready to meet someone. I'm truly content being single but I'm excited at the idea of meeting someone to grow and evolve with. Where we feed off each other and help each other see things from different perspectives. I'm ready for the full package: an emotional, spiritual, mental and physical connection. Xx Infinite Love & Light xX

Happy Tuesday everyone, I've decided that I would write my innermost thoughts here (even though no one sees it) with the hope that one day someone will find my blog and find my words comforting because they won't feel so alone anymore. I've had a great weekend with a friend I can be completely open and transparent with. It was very refreshing and humbling. I really needed to come back to myself and remember my convictions. In my everyday life, right now, I don't get to talk about the universe, angels, life and death, and all that fun, deeper stuff. I'm left with my thoughts most of the time, although I do write them down in my journal. It's pretty amazing to see how my thought process evolves with times. Looking back just one year ago, there's some things that I see in a completely different way. Stay tuned for more updates :) Xx Infinite Love & Light xX

Hello everyone, Being a spiritual person I'm constantly receiving downloads and messages from my guides/higher self/Angels whatever you want to call them. And I've been feeling the pull to write this for a while now and today just felt like the right time... At the risk of being judged and misunderstood, here goes... 9 years after being diagnosed this is how I'm processing Bipolar "Disorder"... For a long time I struggled with the title because I didn't want a label and I didn't think anything was wrong with me... It felt like I was being punished for being a hyper spiritual person. Truth is, to survive in this world I need to be medicated (at least for now) so that I stay grounded. I'm so spiritual that my physical body has a hard time staying grounded in this reality and that is where medication comes in. As of right now the only medication I'm on is Lithium which is salt which helps control my highs. When I'm in Mania, I don't eat and I ...

How come manic episodes last a minute and are followed by months/years of a more depressive state? I miss being manic, it was closer to my real personality. I use to be energetic, motivated, go-go-go kind of person. If you met me now you wouldn't say so... Is it enough to just function? Just going through the motions without really living... I don't recognize myself anymore. Everything I use to love to do I barely do anymore... Getting up in the morning is a chore. Getting through the day is a struggle. I need to kick myself in the butt just to do the simplest tasks. I'm not really depressed, I would say I'm more neutral. I don't get excited about things anymore. Every day is just more of the same.  Hopefully things turn around soon... 

Hi Everyone, Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to live life to the fullest every single day. I think it would be exhilarating and full of adventure. I wonder and dream about what it would be like to achieve that life. What am I missing? How can I make this dream a reality? How can I turn this brain fog and uninspired living around and live my best life? Step 1: Be grateful for the life I have Step 2: Do something that sparks joy everyday. Even if it's something small Step 3: Step out of my comfort zone as often as possible Step 4: To be continued...

Some days I laugh at the silly thoughts I have and other days it feels like I'm climbing Mount Everest just to get through the day...The main thing is that I win the battle against myself everyday... I just wish I could take out my brain and analyze it like a computer. That way maybe I could get to the bottom of why I'm feeling the way I am and I could work on fixing it. On paper I have everything I need to be happy. I have every reason to be proud of the life I'm living yet I'm just not feeling it... I keep trying to snap out of it and I wish I knew how I could. I keep telling myself that tomorrow will be better yet tomorrow gets here and it's just more of the same. I debated whether or not I should post this and ultimately came to the conclusion that we can't always have good days and me being vulnerable and putting everything out there might be the best way to get over this funk. And if it can help even just one person feel like they're not alone then I ...

Life's greatest work of art is ourselves... How we decide what kind of person we want to be... Our dreams and how hard we're willing to work to achieve them... The people we choose to have in our lives and how they help shape the person that we are... The art work that is our lives is never finished, it is ever changing and evolving... Even after we're gone the lives that we've touched carry a part of us in their hearts and we become a part of their work of art...xX -Michelle Soucy *Artwork entitled: Essence

I've been watching you. I know you've been struggling. I know you've seen better days but trust me, I'm working on you and everything you're going through is going to be your saving grace someday. I see you get up every morning with your head down. I hear you asking me to come and get you every night. It's not your time. You are being prepared for a life beyond your wildest imagination. This hard phase is merely a chapter in the wonderful life of Michelle Soucy. Trust me, I have your back and your best interest at heart at all times. I'm always there even on days where you don't feel me. Trust in the process. The best is yet to come. Love you, God

May we all have the grace to love ourselves, the wisdom to know our worth and the courage to accept nothing less than we deserve...xX

People's opinions are just that: opinions . They're only true if you believe them. No matter where you are or what you are doing in life, someone will always be judging you, might as well start ignoring it now. At the end of the day when you go home, you're only left with yourself and your thoughts You can accomplish so many great things if you just look inside of yourself and realise how beautiful you are.  Just be yourself, you are perfect just the way you are! <3 Because I love quotes so much here are a few related quotes: -Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent -  Eleanor Roosevelt -It's not who you are that holds you back its who you think you're not - unknown -Wether you think you can or you can't, you're right! JUST SO YOU KNOW:

I Just felt like someone needed to writte a note like this for all the girls(and boys) out there that feel like they're not good enough or pretty enough...

In the world we live in today, Their's so much pressure to fit in and be accepted...But exactly how far are YOU willing to go?

Have you ever taken someone for granted without ever thinking that that might be the last time you see them? Have you ever yelled or argued with a loved one without ever thinking about how you'd feel if something ever happened to them, and that was the last time you go to talk to them and see them? Truth is, we all do.

Do you really know the people in your life? I mean really know them? Or do you just see what they want you to see?